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lyrics
You really don’t know how many times you’ve saved my life
Talked me off of the ledge
Without knowing that I ever needed help
But life is an abyss
When I wake up I feel like shit
And if I jumped I’d never have to do
Anything ever again
And it isn’t that I’m lazy
It’s just that nothing really matters
My existence is random factors that are
All designed to fuck me over
You say as you realize
No one really needs you at all
I should kill myself
I’m a massive drag on everybody else
I should kill myself
The world will replace me with someone better
I should kill myself
Cause I can’t progress and I’ll never impress anyone
I should kill myself
You probably wouldn’t notice that I’m gone
And if I do it don’t you ever blame yourself
You kept me hanging on longer than anyone else
And I’m so thankful for everything that you’ve done for me
I wish it weren’t a waste
Because I wish that I were better
And I wish I didn’t hate my face
And I wish I didn’t feel guilty invading your space
Everything is over my head now
I’m the weakest of the pack
And I’m too weak to keep from falling behind
This is how I take it off my mind
You say as you realize
No one really needs you at all
I should kill myself
I’m a massive drag on everybody else
I should kill myself
The world will replace me with someone better
I should kill myself
Cause I can’t progress and I’ll never impress anyone
I should kill myself
You probably wouldn’t notice that I’m gone
And I hope that my funeral is beautiful
And everything is black, just like in the movies
With the pictures from my past
And I hope that you show up
Even if nobody else does
I’m really gonna need you
To be there
One last time
I should kill myself
I’m a massive drag on everybody else
I should kill myself
You probably wouldn’t notice that I’m gone
I should kill myself
I’m a massive drag on everybody else
I should kill myself
The world will replace me with someone better
I should kill myself
Cause I can’t progress and I’ll never impress anyone
I should kill myself
You probably wouldn’t notice that I’m gone
credits
released June 21, 2019
Lyrics and music by Ben Shooter.
Ben Shooter - lead and rhythm guitars, lead vocals
Sean Doyle - rhythm guitars, organ, backing vocals
Clay Hakes - bass
Fox Capone - drums
Recorded at Music Shed Studios and at Below Productions in New Orleans, LA.
Engineered by Ben Lorio at Below Productions.
Mixed and mastered by John Naclerio at Nada Recordings.
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